If I Only Knew

I'll confess one thing and one thing only I can't do melancholy I've tried to make my feelings make sense If I had a million dollars I'd save it 'till it was stolen by robbers It would go to waste like all my energy does If I only knew Half the things I get into Would I still do them? If my anxiety's river Then I better get a raft I'm going faster than what most consider fast Would I still do what I do If I only knew? If you walked into a lonely forest Where the light can't reach to all the corners Would you trust yourself to find your way back home Do you tell yourself all of the stories Of the damsel and the one with the glory But the make believe just makes the real world feel more sad If you only knew Half the things you'd get into Would you still do them? If your anxiety's river Then you better get a raft You're going faster than what most consider fast Would you still do what you do If you only knew? It carried me away The current sealed my fate Was lost and out of place Found my saving grace You're my sweet escape If we only knew Half the things we'd get into Would we still do them? Would we still do what we do If we only knew?