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Does this ever get any better The doctor said I'll need my meds forever How do I pretend having dinner together Is fun when all you want is to make me thinner I want to go somewhere far from here But I have no gas guess I gotta case of beer So I'll sit and drink til my fingers are numb And I'll pretend I can have you Just for fun Does this ever get any better The doctor said I'll need my meds forever How do I pretend having dinner together Is fun when all you want is to make me thinner My friends are outta town but this feelings familiar The pit in my stomach, my tongue is bitter But my illness has been with me longer Does this shit really make me stronger I'm feeling weak I'm feeling down But I guess that's what most songs are about So I'll write words knowing no one is listening It'll live in my brain, at least something is living My friends are outta town but this feelings familiar This pit in my stomach, my tongue is bitter But my illness has been with me longer Does this shit really make me stronger The doctor asked again if I'll hurt myself or others I don't know what to say holding ice won't make it better I want a tattoo to feel the sharp in my skin I want to go home don't know where it is And she hurt me so bad Moth wings in my belly They died a little when He called me baby I don't need anybody But God it was nice to have you It's funny how this is what I have come to And she hurt me so bad Moth wings in my belly They died a little when He called me 'baby' I don't need anybody But God it was nice to have you It's funny how this is what I have come to So I'll go through the day with a little prayer to no one Saying please let me be for just a moment And I'll giggle a little to show everyone That I'm okay, totally not so done And I'll keep my head up Keep going on With the scissors put away And try to have fun They say this is a young people thing So fun 21, so fun 21