Imperfectionist Interlude

Paint the sun back up in the sky Deaded the old me now I feel alive Deep traumas behind closed doors, was ready to die Smoked so much surprised my brain ain't even fried Huh I know this is out of my element Quiet kid introverted now more than ever is forever relevant Took my kindness for weakness only stayed close for their benefit These women chase him claiming there he go that's where heaven is Perfectionist Turned depressionist Do ya'll even know the meaning of what depression is? Wishing on the ones we needed to be more affectionate Workaholic turned savage he don't know what pressure is Looks can be deceiving he's smart, lethal and immaculate Moonwalking on these artists catch him downtown leather jacket drip (Or fit) Practical yet a Method to his madness like what's happening *ayo what's happening Method man sound bite* AI automatic get that practice in Huh Looking for devotions Most playing with emotions Rats slandering for promotions Wet these bars for ya'll to soak in And I go hard for all my motives Gold date roaming around like the POTUS Paradigm shifting froze time still standing I'm the coldest Black sheep of the fam generational curses and I broke them Last of a dying breed Ninety's kid godly residue Colder than theraflu Demigod oh before they ever knew And you know I'm pretty Boy hail from New York City Jersey and Atlanta with me BD in my blood and then they standing with me This my movie I'm the light see my actions Like I brought the camera with me Huh Young Astorian Forward movement in the Dolorean No longer stuck in the past home court scoring in Back to the future watch the boy started flourishing I see the vision I paint the picture Just breathe and listen Aerials done paid a visit Skydwellers I came to win it Paid every second those are major minutes