Mess of a Masterpiece

I can't set my mind right Tryna vacuum the void away from my sight Every obstacle I dodge is just another way to get back to my dear stress Just a toxic dress decorated in stupid little anxiety bombs being fired at my face Can't pick up the pace Love my life hate the gen z slang All the cold hearted gangs Let that bang bang bang into a grave Let me find the end of the cave My mind is stuck in a haze I wanna escape this trap and be swept by a wave Wanna stop and slow down time Wanna run counterclockwise Wanna escape the crowd and levitate sky high Wanna jump and deep dive Into a place more harmonized Into a place where I'm as calm as a firefly Want a place more sublime Want the grayness to die Wanna visit my past in a dream and clean out my eyes We interrupt our program to bring you this important message Hello early me You're who I wanna be Let me escape this gray reality Live in a mess of a masterpiece Hello early me So glad to see you in a dream This is the right fantasy This is a mess of a masterpiece