Chasing Love

No this is not love Tell me what I got to do to keep my head up And all these crazy words I keep them in my heart tucked And I don't want you now we're through It's crazy yeah I know But this is not love no this is not love And I really mean to tell you what have you done You only want me when you're faded loving of the drugs You know you keep me you don't need me now I'm tearing up No that is not love no this is not love Now I apologize for words I said apologize cut to the neck I needed you you needed me not ready damn and that's the truth Falling In love with you why did I love on you It's crazy that you keep them close you know the answer It's hard for you She made it hard for you You had the money now it's gone you made a loss for you You feeling lost from you been moving far from you And we going to take to to the bridge because we don't need no stupid bitch I can't keep on carrying trauma I'm burying It's my fault I'm so lost but I keep it going because I know the cost No this is not love Tell me what I got to do to keep my head up And all these crazy words I keep them in my heart tucked And I don't want you now we're through It's crazy yeah I know But this is not love no this is not love And I really mean to tell you what have you done You only want me when you're faded loving of the drugs You know you keep me you don't need me now I'm tearing up No that is not love no this is not love I've been so much I'm 19 years old it's been months since I felt at home But it's okay because I'm rich Sike I'm still sad as a bitch Right Life is going to be crazy It's so crazy we can lose Careful with the women now I want to pick and choose Steady with the instruments because I got all the blues She don't want to be the ones with problems she accuse I can't keep on carrying trauma I'm burying It's my fault I'm so lost but I keep it going because I know the cost No this is not love Tell me what I got to do to keep my head up And all these crazy words I keep them in my heart tucked And I don't want you now we're through It's crazy yeah I know But this is not love no this is not love And I really mean to tell you what have you done You only want me when you're faded loving of the drugs You know you keep me you don't need me now I'm tearing up No that is not love no this is not love