Grey Matter

I don't know what the f*ck I missed How am I only breathing to exist? How am I How am I How am I? I am not a person I'm a function I'm just sorting out the mess that I'm wrapped up in Scattering debris I think I lost a piece of me Searching for the cause of my destruction I've been wasting all my time Thinking way too much Yeah I gotta rest my mind Eyes Eyes are set on blind I leave what's left behind F*ck 'em all Focus on my grind I've been on the outside lookin' Lookin' at the effort that I put in Goin' up they wanna get their hook in They don't know the shoes that I stood in I don't know what the f*ck I missed How am I only breathing to exist? How am I Faking more than I admit Sick of taking more when I should quit Guess I'm over taking risks 'cause I've been wasting all my time Thinking way too much Yeah I gotta rest my mind Eyes Eyes are set on blind I leave what's left behind F*ck 'em all Focus on my grind I've been on the outside lookin' Lookin' at the effort that I put in Goin' up they wanna get their hook in They don't know the shoes that I stood in