Disorder

Lines on my body, mistakes to remind me That i'm not working, it won't stop hurting The voices in my head, keep wishing I were dead If you were still here, would you hold me dear Stuck in my own mind, leaving the life behind Stuck in my own bed, is this where it led One day I'm manic, the next day I panic This time I've had it, I'll just leave this planet I'm stuck here alone, with no one at the throne I guess that's life now, is this what life says I'm fucked up in the brain, I guess it's time to drain What's left of my blood, will be lost in the mud They call it disorder, some force from another order They call it depression, yet another cry session They call it disorder, bipolar manic horror They call me it's over, nowhere to find cover