A Lonely Intermission

Hate when that moment comes I'm bout to lose it Somebody swoop and give a chance I'm just a man that found this life confusing I cried so hard back in the day I kinda got used to it I've swallowed more tears than you think and put them in my music I tell my self to keep my head up cuz I've been holding it down And hope nobody's round when I finally shed them Cause when those tears are falling I'm hollering on the inside I'm hollow deep in the inside I'm trapped inside of my mind I think I'll finally let him, roam But when I let roam it drifts to the unimportant things that disconnect me from reality, that's anxiety The paranoia doesn't help I'm thinking the world hates me Stabbed in the back a thousand times there's no point in me fighting You think I asked to be this way when you point out all my flaws You don't have to bully me because I'm hard enough on myself I'm hard as f*ck on myself, so if you don't like me, it's fine because I never liked me too I hate the things I've felt Can't get the grip I need I'm falling but all I need is a hand But I don't even think I'd take it if somebody lent it You might ask why but my reply is as simple as I've been done with my life I can't even take a day to come out of this slump