Hey Mom (Bonus Track)

Hey mom my names And I'm your son I don't know if you will remember me now that our lives are broke to pieces The doctor said you won't understand all my words But I'm hoping that you'll be able to listen to how my voice sounds I put my heart and my soul into hoping that you'd be here There's trauma in my brain but your's is looking perment I had a dream that you were home and your were walking and talking But now that dream is far gone, now that my eyes awoken I tossed and turned hoping that I could go back to sleep and dream Of how it used to be before you had that stroke Music's always been my outlet, but now that passions Turned to a necessity cuz that's the only way you'll hear my Feelings of love or hate or sadness or whatever happens Really I'm just hoping that you'll find my voice familiar I'm hoping that you'll find my face familiar I don't know all of the details of your injuries but I've been thinking Nothing but the worst, you lying in a hearst I prayed for the first time in a while tho I don't believe in god Last time that I spoke to god was over daddys body It didn't seem to help then but now I hope it's different My mind is slipping back and forth from hope to pessimistic I've been so numb lately I can't even form a sentence The only way I know I can pull through for you is with my music I know that you will listen when I write out all these feelings