I NEED A BREAK

How many times have I found myself up spiraling to this same place? How many times have you asked for the truth and I lie to your face? How many times have I cried by myself and never said a thing? How many times have I cried out to God in my pain? Saying I need a break I need a break I need a break, Lord I need a break I've been waiting on answers But still haven't asked any questions I don't know what I'm missing But I'm open to some suggestions Just one look in the mirror And I instantly know what I'm lacking I don't wanna be there When I have to atone for my actions Honestly honesty's killing me lately It's driving me crazy I thought they'd betray me, or maybe filet me But lately I lay on the right side of daisies I feel a weight lifting off my chest There's a weight lifting off my chest There's a weight lifting off my chest But nevertheless I need a break I need a break I need a break, lord I need a break I'm so tired. I'm so scared I won't stop - I don't care Until I meet you there We won't cry, cause who cares But inside the ozone I'm foreign, I'm not home Until I'm I'm in your arms Cause that's where I belong I need a break I need a break I need a break, lord I need a break I'm so scared I'm so scared (I'm so scared) (I'm so scared) I need a break