Cracks in the Armor

Dear self, this is the end, the final note I write The darkness has consumed me, there's no more will to fight Each word I pen is heavy, with sorrow and with dread A silent cry for mercy, from the demons in my head I've walked this path for too long, through shadows deep and wide Each step has been a struggle, with nowhere left to hide Tonight, I make my final stand, beneath the moonlit sky In the quiet of this moment, I'll bid the world goodbye Dreams are shattered pieces, hope begins to fray In this ruthless battle, searching for the way Cracks in the armor, trying to stay strong Fighting through this darkness, where I don't belong Every tear and scar, f*ck, it hurts my soul But deep within, there's a fire I can't control Depression's a heavy fog, choking every breath A silent scream within, a slow walk towards death Eyes turned to the ground, burdened by unseen chains Every heartbeat's hollow, echoing the pains Thoughts like relentless waves, crashing in my mind A labyrinth of sorrow, no escape to find Each day feels like drowning in an ocean of despair A shadow whispers softly, "You're beyond repair" Anger fuels my spirit, through the endless fight In the darkest moments, I wished for a flicker of light Cracks in the armor, trying to stay strong Fighting through this darkness, where I don't belong Every tear and scar, f*ck, it hurts my soul But deep within, there's a fire I can't control In the dead of night, my hope fades away Lost within this void, shadows hold me at bay Every step is endless, each breath a painful sigh In this realm of darkness, all I do is cry Silent screams and whispers, echo through my mind In this endless torment, no escape to find Eyes that see the sorrow, hearts that feel the pain Trapped within this cycle, in the pouring rain Cracks in the armor, trying to stay strong Fighting through this darkness, where I don't belong Every tear and scar, f*ck, it hurts my soul But deep within, there's a fire I can't control The room grows colder, shadows start to creep In this final moment, I'm ready to weep Whispers in the void, calling out my name No light at the tunnel's end, only dark remains A razor's edge of sorrow, a final, silent cry As the darkness claims me, my tortured spirit dies