Cursed by Silence

I can't remember the last time I cried Sitting here now I reflect back to when you died Memories hazy I wish they weren't true Pissed at myself for never telling you I love you The days drag on the nights cut like knives Loneliness crawls in tearing up my life In every shadow I see your face Wishing I could turn back time erase this fucking place Unspoken words a silent plea Your absence like a ghost it's suffocating me Love unspoken my heart ripped apart Living in the wreckage drowning in the dark Photographs faded letters unsent Moments we lost time we never spent Walking through life with an empty stare Holding onto dreams wishing you were there The days drag on the nights cut like knives Loneliness crawls in ripping up my life In every shadow I see your face Wishing I could turn back time erase this fucking place Unspoken words a silent plea Your absence like a ghost it's suffocating me Love unspoken my heart ripped apart Living in the wreckage drowning in the dark If tears could fucking bring you back to me I'd cry an ocean I'd fucking bleed But silence is my fucking curse to bear For every word I never fucking share Unspoken words a silent plea Your absence like a ghost it's suffocating me Love unspoken my heart ripped apart Living in the wreckage drowning in the dark I can't fucking remember the last time I cried Sitting here now lost wishing I fucking died Every breath is a burden pulling me down Flooded by regret I'll forever drown