I Hate Being In Love

I'll never let this happen again Months with you chock-full of kisses Just to learn I was a replacement For the one you truly love I had kept you secure in all your storms Kept you intact through your meltdowns Stifled fears that preyed upon you Not gonna lie, girl, it startled me When you discarded me like an accessory, wow I ain't your shoes or your jewelry Girl, you ain't fooling me when you are talking about How I'm still enough Do you really have the guts To say that to me when you gave up on me Stripped me down and fucked me up? There's nothing worse than being in love Giving someone the tools to destroy your heart And praying that they never put those tools to action Man, I hate being in love Headspin Ever since I fell out of love with you, baby I fell apart and then I fell in love with the things that I shouldn't do, baby I'm addicted to porn now Kindness is a chore now Headspin It's nice to be selfish and malicious, baby I'm drinking and cursing more than I ever have (La la la la la la la) And contemplating suicide just like my dad (La la la la la la la) I may just be a dog in the corner licking wounds But I'd rather sleep inside a tomb than sleep inside of you There's nothing worse than being in love Giving someone the tools to destroy your heart And praying that they never put those tools to action Man, I hate being in love There's nothing worse than being in love Giving someone the tools to destroy your heart And praying that they never put those tools to action Man, I hate being in love (Get out of my head! Get out of my head!) Did God put you in my life to destroy me? Did you do this to all the boys before me? Wish your picture perfect smile came with a warning You shouldn't have sought me out, you should have ignored me You stripped my heart's armor and sank in your teeth And I leaned on you because I was weak When you peered inside, you must have hated what you'd seen I've never been enough, that's no surprise to me I never should've replied to that message I never should've given you the time of day I should've known you'd take advantage of my weakness Now I feel nauseous when I hear your name (Woo!) (Run!) (Run! Run! Run!) Run away, run away, run away, run away Run away, run away, run away I should've never replied to that message