I tried to OD last night but I changed my mind

Please stop trying to convince me Please stop trying to defend me Let the people think what they think It's much easier if they don't miss me There's no more prayers that you can send me That will prevent me from trying to end me I'ma save all my tears, I'ma bottle them up I'ma cough up that lump, hide it under my tongue I'ma fill both my lungs with vodka and drugs Foam at the mouth and pray that I never wake up I just had my final meal, Taco Bell and Wendy's The last dopamine I'll ever feel costs $42.50 Please stop trying to convince me Please stop trying to defend me Let the people think what they think It's much easier if they don't miss me There's no more prayers that you can send me That will prevent me from trying to end me Please stop trying to convince me Please stop trying to defend me Let the people think what they think It's much easier if they don't miss me There's no more prayers that you can send me That will prevent me from trying to end me (Should I have changed my mind?) From trying to end me (Should I have changed my mind?) From trying to end me (Shouldn't have changed my mind) From trying to end me I tried to OD last night, but I changed my mind