Saccharine

I'm a freeloader, I never meant to be You gave up your blood just in an attempt to make me happy I'm sorry, Mom, for putting you through so much pain For directing of all my anger onto your fragile brain Life dealt you a full hand of straight Jokers And you couldn't refuse them, you're losing, oh You're like the female Job You're losing yourself and your close kin With illness 'pon illness and pills fail fulfillment It's killing your children yet you're so resilient Hell can't dim your brilliance, you've got stone resistance You say, "it's fine Because you're by my side Saccharine son of mine" It seems that lies comprise your mind Because I'm a pain half the time You say, "it's fine Because you're by my side Saccharine son of mine" Though I'm a pain half the time I'm sorry for the times that I appeared ungrateful Please know and remember that I'll always be thankful Even through all the times that I acted hateful You still gave me love, support, and banknotes If you hadn't been with me through all these years I know for a fact I would've lost to my fears I don't what I'd do today if you weren't here So Mom, unlike Dad, please never disappear You taught me all the ways to handle life You've always been my refuge through the night We're two musketeers fighting the good fight You say, "it's fine Because you're by my side Saccharine son of mine" It seems that lies comprise your mind Because I'm a pain half the time You say, "it's fine Because you're by my side Saccharine son of mine" Though I'm a pain half the time Oh, thank you so much For everything you've done My role model, my rock You're what's keeping strong As gorgeous as they come Heart radiant as the sun I love you so much, mom