Your Films

So are you telling me you chose me based on a pros and cons list? Placed me in a Venn diagram with your toxic ex-husband? Did you ever like me for me Or did you have an ego to feed? You had me head over heels in the shape of a promise ring Wrapped around your little finger, paying for all your groceries Just to see you smile because I only smile with yours in sight None of it was real I was just a guest star in one of your films Just a passing plot line that you never really liked I played the fool the whole time I wasn't born to reach the top of the vine Heartbreak was my award for playing the role so well Not bad for my first and only film Since the beginning, you had told me I was your safe space But now I wonder if you had only said that to save face You hate smoke and despise the mirror Did you somehow overcome your fear? Because I feel tricked, conned, bamboozled, bemused I know God made an amazing actress in you Do you know how it feels to know your first love was never sure about you? None of it was real I was just a guest star in one of your films Just a passing plot line that you never really liked I played the fool the whole time I wasn't born to reach the top of the vine Heartbreak was my award for playing the role so well Not bad for my first and only film I should have known better than to audition in the first place There's no way anyone could love this headcase