Bed

You know I've never been one who would ask for help Even though I might be obviously not myself I got a stint from Reno down to San Jose I'll make a notch so I can keep wearing the same old belt But I don't need your help Just need to drink some I'll go and raise some hell Then pass out by myself And I take these chances so maybe I can look me in the mirror and not see the enemy But I don't need a mirror to reflect a face Cause everyday I'm telling everybody that I'm okay I hope I'll be someday Till then I'll drink one I'll hit the interstate Lose track of all my days When I look outside I see a world I've left behind I know I'm blind and I'm hopeless This bed ain't mine Just another chance to rest my eyes before My time comes to close them You know I'm not the type of guy to pity myself Give me a bottle and a brother I got stories to tell But all these people can't just let me be Oh god, why can't I drink away this misery But don't you pity me I made my own bed I'm not your charity I'd better off be dead When I look outside I see a world I've left behind I know I'm blind and I'm hopeless This bed ain't mine Just another chance to rest my eyes before My time comes to close them Maybe I need some help Don't care for this bed Not sure what else could help A bullet in my head Then I look outside I see the friends I'll leave behind I know My dying ain't quite worth it This bed is just fine I'll make it up in no short time I know Those bridges aren't quite burned yet