Writings on the Wall

Even if they try I ain't goin Keep my head up high now we floating I won't go No I won't fold Riding till I die is the only Only thing I know I ain't going Heart so cold No I won't fold These writings on the walls I can't escape them Permanently written so I can't erase them The man in the mirror man it's hard face him When the grin on his face is playing pretend These negative thoughts going at it again No one to listen so I pick up the pen Heart growing colder then a cryogen And the bullet in the chamber almost at full send But the hand I was dealt I'm going all in Ready warming up I'm in the bullpen Working on my craft till I'm escapin Into the world like it's my playpen I got nothing to lose and everything to prove So when I step into booth I'm so consumed to have my soul be soothed Try to find my purpose but it's twice removed and it left me bruised Now the doubt in my head makes it hard to move Sick of walking miles in my own damn shoes One day soon I'm gonna have to choose To listen to the walls or to let them loose But every single day it's a battle I lose It's shaking my faith and I have to prove To myself that the words ain't true but the ink on my sleeve is starting to bleed through. Even if they try I ain't goin Keep my head up high now we floating I won't go No I won't fold Riding till I die is the only Only thing I know I ain't going Heart so cold No I won't fold Come back in I had to reload Devil at my door but I'm telling him no Working on my mind I ain't selling my soul This beat up in my heart man it's bouta explode Light comin in makes the dark exposed Showing me the path which I need to grow Watering the grass so the seeds can grow The devil on my shoulder I'm kicking him off Swimmin towards my dreams and I'm staying the course Waves getting bumpy as I'm reaching the shore Flying like a bird now I'm ready to soar Taking on the world like I'm ready for war Head up in the clouds like I'm chasing a storm Chasing after life like there's gotta be more I made it through the pain now what's the reward My foots been on the the gas all the way to the floor Left in the past like a dinosaur Fossilized lies is the worst remorse Fire on this beat now pass me the torch So I can burn it to the ground and bury the words Fly up out the ashes like a flaming bird Phoenix on the rise I gotta rebirth No longer in disguise I gotta be heard Without the walls bringing up all the words that have hurt. Even if they try I ain't goin Keep my head up high, now we floating I won't go No I won't fold Riding till I die is the only, Only thing I know I ain't going, Heart so cold, No I won't fold