Trapped in This Home

I feel like I'm losing my mind waiting for the walls to close in Doing anything I can find to make the clock tick And I wish that I could just see your face for a moment But I know you're the reason I’m broken Between six feet apart and the scars on my heart I don't know that I can see you Cause this virus is making it so I can't see your face But maybe that's just my excuse I'm sitting here waiting on your invitation to say if I have the green light Cause as long as we're not in public we can't get in trouble But trouble might not be on my side Cause as long as we're not in public we can't get in trouble But maybe I'd rather just hide I know it was years ago but it still hurts a lot Because when I fell in love I fell to hard And during this time I know I can’t see anyone But maybe that's what I want And I know it sounds crazy to think I'd wanna be alone But you can't see that I'm weak if I stay within these walls I know that I don’t wanna be trapped in this home But if I'm locked inside then I can't hurt anyone Between six feet apart and the scars on my heart I don't know that I can see you Cause this virus is making it so I can't see your face But maybe that's just my excuse I'm sitting here waiting on your invitation to say if I have the green light Cause as long as we're not in public we can't get in trouble But trouble might not be on my side Cause as long as we're not in public we can't get in trouble But maybe I'd rather just hide And I might be in pain and I might be depressed But if I can convince myself it's all in my head Then I won't feel alone anymore If I convince myself I’m crazy and I don’t need your love Then I promise when I see you it won’t hurt that much But maybe that’s just wishful thinking I think I’m just on the brink Of breaking Between six feet apart and the scars on my heart I don't know that I can see you Cause this virus is making it so I can't see your face But maybe that's just my excuse I'm sitting here waiting on your invitation to say if I have the green light Cause as long as we're not in public we can't get in trouble But trouble might not be on my side Cause as long as we're not in public we can't get in trouble But maybe I'd rather just hide