Clinomania

I just want to stay inside my bed all day It's such a peaceful place to rest my face Nothing makes me want to leave my bed today Apathy has taken over my headspace Never did I think that I could feel so low I'm more broken than a shattered flower vase Well I just want to stay inside my bed all day It's the only way I'll cure my sick headspace Well maybe I don't know Maybe I can't see The only one that can fix this mess is me Maybe I can't feel Maybe it's not here What I'm looking for is to understand me If you try to text me I'll just block your phone I'm so done with managing all of my friends If that makes me a psycho Well then I don't know Nothing ever really matters in the end If only I could find a way to fix this mess I wouldn't always be so damn depressed But here I am still laying in my bed, undressed Anxiety won't fail to kill my head Well maybe I don't know Maybe I can't see The only one that can fix this mess is me Maybe I can't feel Maybe it's not here What I'm looking for is to understand me I don't see myself when I look in the mirror I see a sick and twisted ugly face I just want to stay inside my bed all day I never want to leave this dark headspace Maybe I don't know Maybe I can't see The only one that can fix this mess is me Maybe I can't feel Maybe it's not here What I'm looking for is to understand me