Once or Twice

I woke up happy today And didn't want to waste A chance for something new I don't see good days anymore They walked right out the door And come back to visit sometimes My day went great I only said I hate myself Once or twice And that's all I want anymore Things went well My friends are swell This song's a lie I lie all the time I don't have good days anymore My hair was bad Last night was sad I cried for at least half an hour and My friends are down to two My feelings hurt My stomach burns I haven't eaten in three days My day went great I only said I hate myself Once or twice And that's all I want anymore Things went well My friends are swell This song's a lie I lie all the time Like I said, this songs a lie I do have good days all the time And I live for those days I'm not dead/asleep My knees aren't quivering Under my own body weight And my head's held high My day went great I only said I hate myself Once or twice And that's all I want anymore Things went well My friends are swell This songs a lie I lie all the time I don't have good days anymore I woke up happy today And didn't want to waste A chance for something new