Stuck

Stuck in reverse Stuck in my head Reliving my worst Wishing that I was dead Something in my system Is driving me crazy I look in the mirror I don't like what I see Don't like what I see All eyes on me I'm counting the pupils Caught in between Jumping through loopholes Maybe I'm a monster That would explain so many things I know I'm not a monster now I'm so tired of living like this I wanna make a change I'm so tired of losing my grip I want it all erased Down on my knees Spinning in space now Feeling so free Feeling so wiped out now Don't tell me any lies about How I'm such a sight to see Everything I do feels wrongs I'm so tired of living like this I want it all erased