Just a Fascination

While I was broken on my bathroom floor Just sobbing in my hands as you told me it was over Your angelic voice never sounded so cold Automaton monologuing, over the phone You were already washing your hands clean Long ago you'd decided to be free Already had a new victim lined up You could parade around for all to see Did you ever really love me Did you ever really love me Did you ever really love me Or was I just a fascination? Was I just a fascination? I've wracked my brain to think of just the moment That turned me from your dream into a source of torment But in all this time lying awake and counting my sorrows I've come to no conclusions, and the trail's run cold Do you really have to act so happy? Like you found the one so immediately It's so tired, so rehearsed, you'd think I'd be The one to know when you're being sincere Did you ever really love me Did you ever really love me Did you ever really love me Or was I just a fascination? Was I just a fascination? Did you ever really love me Did you ever really love me Did you ever really love me Or was I just a fascination? Was I just a fascination? Was I just a fascination?