Smoking Sadness (Original)

Bills not paid this week Phone cutt of next they repo the shoes on my feet I need the car though On God though I think he stopped listening a while ago Home is where the heart is But is it still when your starving And how Bout the market (Where?) Exactly it's all one sided and and the other side just stops and stares School kept me prepared Cuz it's the same struggle just way more unfair Demons come in pairs Don't wanna put you with me Never said I'm at my least But that's what I'm feeling g Don't wanna put you with me It's a burden got too much to carry Will God ever think I'm worth it, barley. I guess I'll be Arbitrarily Writing down my obituary Don't wanna put u with me Don't wanna put u with me Either your trying butcha failing Or it's still going but you don't care Burn it till the end of the ember Smoke it till it become a stinger Toke all the stress away Smoke all it away Had to wake up early this week Just so my girl and I can eat It just ain't enough I need something more for us We should Just wanna chill get high People ringing up my phone all the time I say to their face and lie When really I just wanna die Don't wanna put you with me Never said I'm at my least But it's different on the beat Then when my face on a tv Light my cigarette and look in the sky Tayk a deep breath and sigh Is this what you really call life Look at all the blood and sweat Look at all the money I spent I'd say at this point it's not worth it Though I'm thankfull for this earth and All the things I'm deserving Bit when will I stop serving? Or when will stop working so hard To where it hurts to walk But i gotta go so far Can't let myself fall Second stoge down I'm chainsmoking Pretty soon now start hyperventilating I always say what I need to But I keep my mouth shut when There's an issue With me Don't wanna put you with me Don't wanna put you with me Never said I'm at my least But that's what I'm feeling g Don't wanna put you with me It's a burden got too much to carry Will God ever think I'm worth it, barley. I guess I'll be Arbitrarily Writing down my obituary Don't wanna put u with me Don't wanna put u with me