a dying life

I don't know if i can go on much longer A deficiency for mental health I'm lower than low and No one ever taught me how to love myself I've destroyed the only people that ever truly loved me We never spoke about it, yet we seemed to disagree I built a life around my problems But you came and made them worse You want everyone to suffer You already brought the hearse I didn't like my life in general but you took off the disguise I'm so fucking starved of living I can feel the sweet demise I feel too fucking much I would give everything to feel nothing ever again You forced me to be introverted A dying life cannot be saved I understand what I am now But this world is so depraved I don't like to be alone but i've gotten pretty good at it (You took my life away) I now feel comfortable feeling uncomfortable (Give it back to me) I don't like to be alone but i've gotten pretty good at it (You took my life away) I now feel comfortable feeling uncomfortable (Give it back to me) It doesn't look like I'll be here for long It doesn't matter what I do I'm what's wrong