carmen resistance

I have always felt like I am not myself I've tried to find someone There were trophies on my shelf To show the world that I could be someone To show the world that I could still be someone I tried to hide in plain sight But they found me She came and picked me up She told me it's alright I tried to hide in plain sight But they found me She came and picked me up She told me it's alright We'll listen to carmen resistance I lost myself in music I found myself in light Let's cry until the incense burns out Let's loose ourselves tonight Yes I've changed so much And it all might seem so strange I promise it's all for the better It's ok to change It's ok to change It all goes back to that That night when i felt like The world was falling down The sky was falling down It was a stab in the back I got thrown back and forth The next day I tried to run away I came back crying And I realized the world is a cold And unfit place for me Sometimes I wish to find myself in a different galaxy We'll listen to carmen resistance I lost myself in music I found myself in light Let's cry until the incense burns out Let's loose ourselves tonight Yes I've changed so much And it all might seem so strange I promise it's all for the better It's ok to change It's ok to change I have always had music on Because silence is so loud Things happens when it's quiet I fainted in the crowd The silence is deafening It picks at my soul It etched its name in my heart In leftover charcoal There's so much I had to say But I collapsed on the rug I grabbed misery by the hand And asked for a tighter hug Carmen resistance We'll listen to carmen resistance