creeper

They told me to do it so I tried and tried and tried They laughed at me for doing it so I cried and cried and cried They never knew what was going on inside inside inside I was tricked so god damn hard They all lied and lied and lied They all found out about it It would collide collide collide I wanted to leave but I couldn't decide decide decide They never under understood what I implied implied implied And no one ever fucking took my side my side my side A suicidal kid since age 9 Naturally dark-minded Tried to put myself out there I end up almost blinded Existing in so many worlds Trying to date all of the girls I just stood there with both my hands tryna rip out All of my thick brown curls Looking at the screen in front of me Talking about it in therapy Killing the creepers and cutting down trees Crying about to my mommy Trying to show people that I am me Talking about it in therapy All of my teachers eyeing me Cutting my wrists, pay attention to me You're such a creeper My thoughts go deeper You're so much fucking cheaper I'm just a creeper I killed the creeper They're all just creepers waiting to ruin my day Destroying my emotions I never was okay The PTSD has tried to be repressed Nothing ever works and I'm still depressed Looking at the screen in front of me Talking about it in therapy Killing the creepers and cutting down trees Crying about to my mommy Trying to show people that I am me Talking about it in therapy All of my teachers eyeing me Cutting my wrists, pay attention to me Smashing in the screen in front of me Crying about it in therapy Killing the creepers Cutting down trees Screaming about to my mommy Trying to show people that I am me Dying about it in therapy All of my teachers were failing me Cutting my wrists, pay attention to me! You're such a creeper My thoughts go deeper You're so much fucking cheaper I'm just a creeper I killed the creeper