Exorcism of Self

I wonder when the world ends Who will be there when I'm dead You're not my kin And now you're laying face first in the filth You never learned how to love You never wanted to care Emotions run thin You never shared And now you suffer I know you suffer each day Crying to the wind Deaf ears render you silent In my dreams I lay you to rest With the rest of the filth Go away You're better off dead You exist in pain Just to complain And you never do a fucking thing for yourself to change You never did a fucking thing to change Cry, cry, cry you were laying on your deathbed Speaking ill will in your trance In your head, eyes seeing red As crimson floods your brain I did not Wish you were dead But I surely thought of it I did not Conjure these spells Now I consider it Heal or go away Heal or go away And now it's over And now it's over Failing to change Chose to exist in pain Failing to change Chose to exist in pain No more memories everlasting We watched them burn Interfere with the bloodline You're risking it all It's over Your tongue meets the vice