Drowning

You showed me something Of what a happy me could be When I get colder, I'll hold it closer  As it causes me pain I know now I'll never see you again But now I have a happy moment locked away And everyday I'll let it in And drown in what could have been I cant call you and show I'm needy I cant tell you I like you  Cant show you I'm clingy I know how someone like you Doesn't need someone like me So I'll stay with the memory I'll keep it deep in me  And build a wall high To keep out the sun And keep out the sky A safe house for one Breaking into my safe house  The thought of you with someone else Now its all a mess Why cant you leave me alone  You've destroyed my music  You've destroyed my home  I'll stay with the memory I'll keep it deep within me And every day I'll let it in  And drown in what could have been  That will have to be  Enough for me