fire in our house

Wake up, Wake up Do you hear that sound? Do you smell that scent? I think we're going down I'll pack the bags Can you call your mom? Tell her, we're burning down Wake up, Wake up I don't know how to tell you We haven't talked in months Dreamy nights are gone I don't know where to go or who to go to I've spent sleepless nights, wondering where you went When you were right there, right there in our bed Is it weird to say, I'm glad that I feel scared? Cause I haven't felt anything in a year (Did I start a fire in our house? Don't know why, it caught me by surprise) Now we're seeing eye to eye Don't ask if I'm okay, you didn't care the other days When I stayed right there, so many questions unanswered Why don't you kiss me anymore? Why don't you look at me anymore? I feel like I'm gone, the minute you're gone But when you're there I don't feel there anymore Why did you change the way you act? Nothing's good enough for you to laugh? Why everything you say nowadays feels like a personal attack The minute you're gone, I know you're back a little later But the minute I'm gone, I swear I'm gone forever You needed things to explode to realise something was going wrong I needed your attention so I set our house on fire Are you even moved by what you lost? Or do I need to bring everything back from our past?