Sis

Hey sis I’ve been tryna call you it’s been two years since You left our mother broken hearted Thats one fucked up bliss Guess you got what you wanted huh? Cowardly shit It’s bull shit But you don’t give a damn Lost in my emotions tryna be the better man Put your weight up on my shoulders Lately feeling like i can’t I wanna know you’re safe But might never see you again what? Uh Hey there sis Been so long it feels like in my life you barely exist I’ll tell the story from my side on the way things hit Cause it hit different when you don’t know any reason for it You change your number lock us out and aint no key that fit I need an answer or a reason why this family split Our father paid all of the bills, held it still and kept it real And instead of facing the demons you blame him for pain you feel? It’s fucked up But I don’t know the signs Everything was normal, my whole life was looking fine Never would have thought that in just the blink of an eye that my sister would go missing Had to put my life aside and realize That I had to put my head down and grind for my momma cause My heart denies seeing decline Every night I go to bed and pray to god that you’re alive Hope you’re doing well, cold world, hope you can survive Oh And our mother’s doing well Dad’s got better health We got better wealth You could have gave an effort to give us a little help Instead you chose the small path only caring bout yourself But its cool though Play it off, know I aint a fool though If I ever was the problem hope you listen to this through though Apologies the only thing left I gotta do so Say this with an open heart I miss you it’s a new low for me F*ck it Bring me back the beat Everybody knows we act the way in which speak Once again i’ll never know the things you went through every week But I sure know that telling therapy was never ever free You share your problems, pay some dollars, for a college degreee He gets paid just to listen to you, weeks can repeat How the hell you gonna tell a stranger info so discrete You’ve chosen others over blood Shit cuts way too deep When you had left the world had crumbled I felt six feet deep And now the things are looking brighter, mom can finally sleep I end this off very simple sis, you’re somethin unique I send you love from up above I’ve finally made my peace I’ve finally made my peace Sis I let you go but your souls with me Knowing money’s my whole motive cause the love ain't cheap