Endless Masquerade

If I was a door mat I wouldn't quite know how to act I wouldn't have to hide the fact that people kick me when I'm down If I was a rolling stone I'd never make it all alone I couldn't do it on my own but I guess that's probability Sorry that I'm not, Sorry that I won't ever be as good as you are I still try, you still die, time and time again If I had a life to trade I'd give it all and walk away Relinquish every price I've paid to escape this endless masquerade I don't wanna leave you Oh god just tell me what to do Somehow I have to face the truth that me breathing is the problem Sorry that I'm not, Sorry that I won't ever be as good as you are I still try, you still die, time and time again Maybe, I'll be Better when our ashes stain the sky No I don't wanna die But I'll try to find you way beyond the pines I can feel the fall Sorry that I'm not, Sorry that I won't ever be as good as you are I still try, you still die, time and time again Sorry that I'm not, Sorry that I won't ever be as good as you are I still try, you still die, time and time again