for worse

You slept on the balcony I cried in bed til four or three Wondering, if maybe we Could make kintsugi of this mess Made a vow to try our best Cause I see the cracks in everything A smile, a lie, a shrug, a diamond ring That's how the light gets in But what a moonless no star night Still I think we'll win this fight So if you don't, I won't, call it quits Oh if you don't, I won't, sink this ship You yell and I'm a child again Eight or nine, with nerves of porcelain You're still in '94 Lonely child of divorce Lifetime movie ran its course So if you don't, I won't, call it quits Oh if you don't, I won't, sink this ship Three drinks and I'm 19 again Taking steel to double-broken skin I overthink and I'm 19 again A masochist forever replaying I blink and I'm naive again Taking every wrong turn in the road Three drinks and I'm 19 again Willing gold to corrode Three drinks and I'm 19 again Taking steel to double-broken skin I overthink and I'm 19 again A masochist forever replaying I blink and I'm naive again Taking every wrong turn in the road Three drinks and I'm 19 again Willing gold to corrode