Broken Vessels

Suppose be a leader but my brain ain't working right They say it was a great idea but I ain't even say it right I could take time to listen And build some consistency Or I could just delegate Things that I'm not seeing clearly They say all the leaders got followers Who am I following They say all the preachers got sheep that they feed for the teachings they speak But who do I go to when I need a second to breath Or am I not allowed to be in need Or am I not about to be deceived (No) Cause I've just been a vessel for you With all of my bumps and my bruises and all I'm crawling towards ya Ive just been a vessel for you With all of my question and issues all I'm coming for yA Suppose to be a daddy but my son ain't doing good Questioning things that I never taught him and I probably should I could just take time to just listen and give him so more attention Instead I been working for money in the bank and food on the dishes It's more than I can say my father did while I was growing up It Crazy to know that I already grown enough when he started showing up But who can I talk to when I need to know what to do Tying bow ties is so foreign to One who can't teach him to tie his shoes But I'll still be a vessel for you With all of my bumps and my bruises and all I'm crawling towards ya Lord I've just been a vessel for you With all my question and issues all I'm coming for ya What's next You gotta pick me up? I dont even know if I den did enough This monkey on my back never getting up I feel the weight of the world when I'm sitting up (pick me up) I dont even know if I den did enough This monkey on my back never getting up I feel the weight of the world while I'm sitting up But I'll still be a vessel for you With all of my bumps and my bruises and all I'm crawling towards ya I'll still be a vessel for you With all my question and issues all I'm coming for ya