ONE More Song (feat. Xposyur)

Anxiety been killing me I've like being a treat They see me as a main feast But I perform to em Giving em a bit of what I like The rest Will conform to em When they hear we wrestle it's foreign But to us this talent is a thorn as Depression is to norm Pressure we endure of course We're called talented when we put our real feelings in a chorus You break us down to 8 bars 2 16's And we beg for you to not switch things Cause every wave is an ocean A learning curve that for some never quite cut it It's downhill from this point better start cutting We crave response Like a speaker to microphone Generate a spark then it's lights on We hold breathe while the buzz strong But as soon as you move on another battle we lose so I... I write like this so you would love me Sing like that so you would hear me Beat hit hard so you can feel me Cause without y'all life would kill me So here's one more song Heres one more song One More song One More... I died when there was no applause Questioned myself if I should be doing this at all! Your applause was like my crown and when I didn't get a response its like I had the urge to put the pen down You are sitting here listening intently, thirsty immensely to hear my insecurity! I am up here feeling lower than the stage I stand on! Please remind me whats purpose without people again, because last night I attempted suicide friends! But that you'll never see! Because pride is my biggest issue when people are proud of me. I am broken still ministering Jonathan McReynold's limp, but if you could see what I fight daily Your eyes couldn't handle the glimpse! The mental war is literally HELL on and off stage! I'm trying to close this chapter but I see you love turning the page So write on they say with passion and support in their voice Then I realize this pen is my escape its my only choice The voice I realized inside after being silenced The ink is my anger inside when I dont resolve to violence If poetry was my chest board and I am your pawn When I spit this fire my question is how will you respond? Cus' if you dont then like the Titanic: down, down, down I go! So here's one more song Heres One more song ONe more song One More I need you to look at me And tell what is wrong All that i need is your response Or down down down I go I need you to look at me And tell what is wrong All that i need is your response Or down down down I go