Cursed

Heavy lids Blood in the white No common sense I have to reconcile No expense But the money take flight Ye my heart too dense Nah this aint feelin right here all the compassion it goes away with the tears Iwe been husslin on my own ye n with the peers Not accustomed to the bogus nah aint with that shit Niggas vivid on my moma see it crystal clear Ye dont let it dissapear I could be like all the others Ye its tempting me ye Neva pretend for me Yeah they say im cursed All the money i reel in it get burnt All the women i was inte did me dirty I held down for many but no reimbursements Heavy lids Blood in the white No common sense I have to reconcile No expense But the money take flight Ye my heart too dense Nah this aint feelin right Draggin me down like iwe been poppin benzo Have to take me up like i mixin sum with dextro Ye im smokin gas n i aint talkin petrol Im jus talkin facts a nigga he to fed up Stay outta that trouble U could end up in the gutter gutter Show yourself humble Now i dont recognize myself anymore All the moments took a toll on me If im stayin then its all on me My position ye its all on me Wonder how long itll take b4 im free