Wasted

I feel wasted But I'm sober I feel faded But my mind is crystal clear And I'll take two steps back To get where I was And I'll take two steps forward To hear a voice I've already heard Oh I feel useless But I've never been used like this before I feel stupid For being walked on like a mat at your front door So I'll run away To the one and only place Where I can smile and pray To the only one who can save me Oh