green tea

All went so fast yet seemed so slow Always in the passengers seat driving wherever you wanted to go And you told me your stories I heard them all more than once but it never bothered me I'd smile gently You'd glance over briefly I'd pretend that I'm angry As we lived another memory But it seems we were on a different page Couldn't tell if it was a perfect mess or a thought for a rainy day It was rarely dull you always had something to say Now I guess I'm doing me looking for another cliché You would nod if you agreed Mind my shit to wait and see You left instantly So now I'm gonna go make some green tea Unfortunately I saw a lot of you in myself Maybe that's why it always seemed to work You were at my house every night you could tell when something was off Yet you never cared or saw my worth A fight of our lights it was a gift to see you go Although it felt painfully slow At least now I know It was a blessing in disguise so I'd smile gently You'd glance over briefly I'd pretend that I'm angry As we lived another memory But it's seems we were on a different page Couldn't tell if it was a train wreck or a catchy song on replay It was rarely dull You always had something to say Now I'm working for me finding the good in each day You would nod if you agreed Mind my shit to wait and see You left instantly So now I'm gonna go make some green tea For real for real it was hard Sometimes I'll sit and listen to our songs And wonder if you think the same Of all the good I did for you as you were digging my grave Oh hey now dont forget All the shit you fucking said I promise this is something you'll regret And if you remember how it plays out I'm always correct I'm right every damn time