still drowning

So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning Yeah yeah yeah yeah I've been hurting inside I've been closing my eyes Feeling lonely all day Feeling lonely all night Standing solo in the room as I watch you go by by by What do you take me for Every night I'm getting high Most days they passing by black and white I know it's bad for me but pass the light I know it's its bad for me to fantasize you You were born to live I'm born to die Come crash the car with me just for the night I'm hitting overdrive We going for a drive Girl I'm on your time Let me know what's in that brain I'll make it come alive I'm not really swerving I walk by on purpose Try to make you see me Not trying to make you nervous I'm much more than I seem come break my surface All these guys around me none of them are worth it So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning So many people around me Why am I still drowning I'm getting tired of laughing Cause inside I'm frowning Yeah yeah yeah Stop wait a minute turn back I want to know you no cap Even if I wrote a whole rap You wouldn't open my snap Why does it feel like you on a payroll Working for my past mistakes You tryin' to flip my table Making me disabled You making me disabled baby Yeah Wouldn't wanna go against you Promise me there's no issues Trust me I'm being honest But that don't mean that I'm easy Baby put the work in It's time for you to clock in And if I wrote a song I'd play that shit on repeat Yeah I just wanna vibe by the beach Don't need no diamonds or jeans nothing for me Yeah you come through you slide through Come through I need you to come through Oh oh oh Girl you looking fine today Oh oh oh girl I need to find a way Make you mine Girl really don't wanna wait Playing games like it's a rainy day I'll make it sunny just you wait Just you wait I'll make it sunny just you wait wait