Nobody Knows

Never switched on my dogs, never switched on my bros And I always put the money before the hoes But there's things I've done that nobody knows I've been doomed from the start, I do everything with heart I can put that on my soul But there's things I've done that nobody knows Nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows But there's things I've done that nobody knows Nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows Nobody knows The reaper getting OT at the graveyard If the coppers scoop you up then that's the way you fall My life has been a gamble, they might pull my card Judge me off of what I got like you ain't seen me work my ass off I'm too big headed for a shrink, raise a toast to me, hear the clink Walked in the jungle as a boy and I'm coming out with a mink 2017 was money phones, off white and less paid Then Jay-Z said that ain't money, we all gon' do what he say A minimum wage puppet with a billionaire mind state They let the food get cold cause they were staring at my plate Without this pain inside my eyes you couldn't recognize my face They critique my every move like this ain't talent that God gave me I should be dead by now, but there's a reason that God saved me I'm not too good at love songs, but there's a reason your girl play me You crossed your fingers when you said you got me, that ain't fooling me My teachers gave up on me, they ain't know what else to do with me cause Nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows But there's things I've done that nobody knows Nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows Nobody knows It's blood stained concrete I was walking on I done seen a boy get stomped when asked to run his charms Stole some liquor from the corner pantry, hope the cashier doesn't tell my mom No father figure, OG's had accepted me with open arms I came up from shit, if I got new shoes I might show it off Can't have a gun in the crib because my girl scared I might blow it off Go and get it how you live cause the world is cold, ain't showing no remorse I was by my dolo at 13 when I jumped off the porch Shit I was taking off like Elon when they upped the rocket Fiends was aiming for the 8 ball and it'd filled the corners pockets That's how the corners made a profit That weren't for me I sold some weed so I could eat and I'm just honest Never thought that I could stop it I was just 15 when I cashed out on my first check for real Cop me a Jesus piece, I'm looking like I signed a deal for real Knowing it was fake, nobody doubted cause it's me for real If we just hung around in high school, don't act like you on my team for real I know I've had a number of blessings, I need to count them A lot of people know me, but have no clue about where I'm from My neighbor was 27, body cold when they found him Heard his mama crying cause she couldn't change his life around him They say hard work pays off, but I think that's a lie Cause if rap shit doesn't pay off, I'm in debt till I die Tired of acting like I'm strong, man, I just wanna cry But I can't do that cause I'll get crossed if I try closing my eyes because Nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows But there's things I've done that nobody knows Nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows Nobody knows