Again

Believe me If I could I'd terminate this I say I wanna be that pillar But this is my way of life Things aren't as steadfast As they should be As they could be Believe me If I could I'd terminate you for good Again I lied again Maybe this time Things will stay right I try again I fail again Start over clean now Oh no Just one more time I cannot Find my healing My healing How can I please Fix me and Be my healing? Believe me I meant it Every word spoken Every word broken I am my own temptation Searching all the wrong places I've learned my lesson Just let me begin Watch me win Believe me I meant it I'll follow through and quit Again I lied again Maybe this time Things will stay right I try again I fail again Start over clean now Oh no Just one more time I cannot Find my Healing My healing How can I please Fix me and Be my healing? So many Telling me Where to stand (You see) I've been taught to Build my statue on Grains of sand So many Telling me Where to stand But who would want to Build their statues on Grains of sand Grains of sand Again I lied again Maybe this time Things will stay right I try again I fail again Start over clean now Oh no Just one more time I cannot Find my healing My healing How can I please Fix me and Be my healing?