Let the Pain Fade

Yeah bitch I fucking hate myself too I just wish that I could hang myself across the fucking room I just wish that my mind would fuckin' tell me I'm alright And I wouldn't have to contemplate suicide When I'm alone standing across the room, I feel like my mind is playing games on me It's a fuckin' game of life and death Am I gonna be okay Will I be able to rearrange my brain today I don't really fuckin' know what's going on It's like I got an angel on my shoulder and a demon in my head I don't understand what the f*ck I'm gonna do Will I just wind up dead I don't, I don't, I don't Know Am I gonna fuckin' die Every single fuckin' night With this fuckin' pain inside my eye I don't know if I'm alright But baby, ba-baby, baby, you can save my fuckin' life Call an ambulance Cause I just fuckin' slit my wrist again Uh-oh, here we go, I'm about to fuckin' die from all of the blood pouring out my veins I might as well Just close my eyes and let the pain fade Close my eyes and let the pain fade might-might-might as well just fuckin' close my eyes and let the pain fade Just let the pain fade