My Own Enemy

I can smell and I can taste, but all I find is nasty waste I can look and I can hear, but everything is fear Is this whole world against me, or am I my own enemy? I am unable to think, should I die or should I live? I can read and I can write, but I just can't get it right I can feel and I can touch, but everything is rough Is this whole world against me, or am I my own enemy? I just cannot use my mind, should I die? Don't get it, I'm scared, I don't understand What's wrong, with me, I cannot use my brain Be done, with it, shoot me in the head Cause I, don't care, I don't care no more! Might be asleep or awake, all I'm doing appears fake Might be dream or might be nightmare, my only feeling is despair Is this whole world against me or am I my own enemy? I just cannot use my mind, should I live or should I die? I can dance and I can fight, all I get is a new black eye I can kiss and I can bite, it is seen as an attack Is this whole world against me or am I my own enemy? I just cannot use my mind, should I die? Don't get it, I'm scared, I don't understand What's wrong, with me, I cannot use my brain Be done, with it, shoot me in the head Cause I, don't care, I don't care no more! My Own Enemy My Own Enemy My Own Enemy My Own I happen to wonder Why I cannot have A life peaceful and quiet A house, by the river Where I would have lived until I die