Life pt. 5

Reminiscing on the memories. Some good and some bad. Some are clear and some are blurry cause it happened so fast. A few I wish I could forget and some I wanna make last. I never ran across a pen that could rewrite my past. So forever I'll be thankful for this life I have. A loving soul just like my momma. I look like my dad. Always wanted to be heard. Thought everybody would laugh. But if I had it on my heart I wrote it down in my pad I hurt but never gave in to the thoughts that I had I heard but never listened to the words they said. I can never change just cause the world I'm in Sometime sI wonder if I'll get a pass for all my sins I flick the ashes of the blunt And close my eyes to pray. Dear lord I need you in my life now more than anything Cause I wrong but I been writing tryna make a way I Too many blessings on my plate I guess I can't complain Still holding on tryn not to lose my faith Feel like I strayed from god Ain't been to church ain't read the book I Been away from god You see the pain all on my face I Grew some hate for god Know I shouldn't be this way I really I hate it god. Won't you Do somethin to me come and change me god. Pick me up and break me down and rearsnge me god Wish I could heal the broken hearts and all the pain I caused. And ease the mind of my momma stressed bout her baby boy Hard times never last too long And I can't wait till I can write my wrongs Sometimes I question god and wonder why I feel this pain so strong But I feel better when I write these songs This is my life It's Life. I can make it through the struggle if I put up a fight Baby it's life It's life. Some things go wrong some things go write This music is life It's life. From the keys to the bass to the words I write This is my life Paper planes of Mary Jane so I can touch the sky Heart full of love mind full of hate sometimes I wonder why. I always wanted to be heard that's y I grabbed a mic. I never been too good with words so every day I write. I Never feared the thought of death cause every body dies. But I wrote W N D in hopes to stay alive And I wrote change to show the world just how I feel inside That rap economics flow was just a song life all love was from the heart that's how I really write. N blazer music make me feel cool when I take a ride. So dear momma don't you worry cause your sons alright There's a better day tomorrow if we get through the night This is life but Hard times never last too long And I can't wait till I can write my wrongs Sometimes I question god and wonder why I feel this pain so strong But I feel better when I write these songs This is my life It's Life. I can make it through the struggle if I put up a fight Baby it's life It's life. Some things go wrong some things go write This music is life It's life. From the keys to the bass to the words I write This is my life