Vanish

Sometimes I really want to vanish No love my hearts already damaged Pour up I'm sipping on the sadness So numb but at least I'm living lavish F*ck friends cause I never really need them New Benz cause I love the taste of freedom Darkness within me cause I feed on it Just know that I'm not someone you can lean on Damn, I don't know who I am, it's driving me insane You say you care about me but I do not feel the same I don't want to play, I don't want to play these games Will I ever turn it around, round Feel it creeping all up in me Evil rising I can't get it out And it seems like this might be the start of something so beautiful When the lights are off and you see the flaws Do you really think that you could love me at all You're in a fantasy, you're deep in a façade And now you're blaming me I was just playing along Sometimes I really want to vanish No love my hearts already damaged Pour up I'm sipping on the sadness So numb but at least I'm living lavish F*ck friends cause I never really need them New Benz cause I love the taste of freedom Darkness within me cause I feed on It, just know that I'm not someone you can lean on