PROUD

(Damjonboi) I ain't seen your face in a year That shit weird as f*ck Sometimes, I wear these Gucci shades 'cause I be tearin' up It's funny how I never pictured This and it really came You left me, it's like a nigga numb But I'm feelin' pain Swear my lil' son growin' up You should see this nigga Know I keep my gun just in case But I know you with us Life ain't been the same without you But I know you lookin' down So I gotta make you proud Been tryin' not to sip lately I been puttin' the cup down Seem like I been stressin' more I been blowin' out the pound DJ run around the house The only thing that calm me down My anxiety been tweakin' It's so hard for me to be calm My thoughts been so dark I ain't been usin' my heart Somethin' tеllin' me be smart and I think it's you When I wakе up in the morning All I think is you I speak for everybody when I Say we missin' you Yeah, I been holdin' it down But I'm really broke i got money But it feel like my feelings gone When I go to your house I don't go in your room When I look up at the sun It look just like you I'ma keep bein' strong cause I know That's what you want from me Not supposed to question God But why he take my soul from me? You told me you would never leave my Side and that spoke to me Even though you far away in Heaven You still close to me Lately, rain been comin' down hard But it's not for long I'm tired of always talkin' to myself So I made this song Life ain't been the same without you But I know you lookin' down So I gotta make you proud The same nigga I was then I'm still that nigga now Cause you taught me never change even When they change around me I'm still runnin' the city It's been twelve years and countin' All the love and hugs was countless All the game you gave was priceless I appreciate every single thing about you For me, you would move a mountain You the only one ain't doubt me I lost my real friend and I Got all these strangers 'round me And they actin' like they know me Sayin' they my homies Yeah, I been holdin' it down But I'm really broke i got money But it feel like my feelings gone Any time I hear your name, I get in that mode When I look at all your pictures, I just say "It's on" I'ma keep bein' strong 'cause I know That's what you want from me Not supposed to question God But why he take my soul from me? You told me you would never leave my Side and that spoke to me Even though you far away in Heaven You still close to me Lately, rain been comin' down hard But it's not for long I'm tired of always talkin' to myself So I made this song Life ain't been the same without you But I know you lookin' down So I gotta make you proud What's up, Nana? We love you, you know we miss you I'm just updatin you, you know I'm still watchin these niggas like You told me to You know, new crib, new whip, new jewelry You know what I'm sayin'? Fam good, we all healthy Everything just how you left it