Never Enough

It's the vibration and impatience All the doubting and deflation Twisted words and pretty lies Feel like they're wasting my time I need answers to my questions Or the cancer only festers Consuming all my thoughts until It's raping my mind Waiting and debating Should I be the one that's saying I'm the only one that's hurting You abandoned my heart Ignoring all my pleading See me cut open and bleeding But there's no one left to save me From the loss of your love Why is my love never enough? Why would you hurt me so? I never gave anything but love Why is it never enough? Lust so hot it lit the sky but you burned me with your flame The flame has lost its luminance but the skin peels just the same Precious angel came to me with love and soft embrace But she took her love from me now I'm stranded in this place Conversations in my brain Will swirl around till I'm insane Creating answers to my questions Even if they're all wrong I am barely sleeping Don't exist but heart is beating Grieving all the little things I haven't heard in so long Now I have discovered That there is another lover wasn't real, was merely Acting While I begged to not be shut out Lying just to to save my feelings Now I'm absolutely reeling Precious angel was a lie All the happiness is gone Why is my love never enough? Why would you hurt me so? I never gave anything but love Why is my love never enough? Lust so hot it lit the sky but you burned me with your flame The flame has lost its luminance but the skin peels just the same Precious angel came to me with love and soft embrace But her love was never real now I'm stranded in this place