Habits 2 Break

I don't even notice How history stay repeating on me Never see to what I need Only what's needed from me Went way outta my way to give That ain't no way to live Never embraced no patience Needed to relax and to take it slow Easy to relapse when your vices so available Thought that I got back to me That was just a fantasy All i can say is this a lot of trial and error Know that it's the thief of joy so I don't compare too much Wondering if I'm just tryna defend all the failure Only time gonna tell but I'm breaking these habits They so established tho Been takin for granted That they dont just vanish tho How history stay repeating on me