Behind The Mask

I tried to listen I couldn't hear you A special mission What am I to do I tried to listen I couldn't hear you A special mission Don't want to fail You No Who am I kidding 99 ways to avoid myself So full of resistance To all that is and all that I want And what's with this mask I wear So worn and so thin Don't want to take it off Couldn't bear to throw it away I'm so god damned scared Of what I might see I tried to listen I couldn't hear you Such a division Can't seem to break through I tried to listen I couldn't hear you A special mission Don't want to fail You No No No No No No No Who am I kidding 99 ways to avoid myself So full of resistance To all that is and all that I want And what's with this mask I wear So worn and so thin Don't want to take it off Couldn't bear to throw it away I'm so god damned scared Of what I might see And so I'll listen One day I'll hear you