The Saddest Drug

This person suffered the most But did not deserve this pain He was captured by the depths of his thoughts Ponds of good and painful memories Fear of almost forgotten past Parents hurt but don't notice a thing We don't know for how long it will last Til the world around stops dripping Eleven hours, it all made sense Eleven hours, it all made sense Unmutual love made us sick We expect only dreadful plots When we did it, it made us think Nothingness, this scares us a lot It's on us, we both are to blame We both laugh but are screaming within Oh my love, we'll never be great We're not special but we're meant to be I forgive what you did to me I forgive what you did to me We are happy, bye, how unhappy we are Our bodies are here but our minds are so far Now we both feel bad cause you fucked me up I'd rather come back than in live in euphoria Yeah, I love lucid dreams but I won't pay the price Awful nightmares, they come as pretty visions disguised And I cannot breathe, there's fire in my lungs Empathy is the saddest drug Empathy is the saddest drug Empathy is the saddest drug